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My Dark Vanessa

by Kate Elizabeth Russell

★★★★☆ 4.10 (434 654 ratings)
2020 · 384 pages · ~6h 24m read · Fiction

In 2000, fifteen-year-old Vanessa Wye becomes entangled in an affair with her magnetic and manipulative English teacher, Jacob Strane. Decades later, in the wake of the #MeToo movement, Strane is accused of sexual abuse by a former student. Vanessa must confront her past and decide if her first love was actually a calculated act of grooming. This provocative and devastating novel explores the complexity of memory, the trauma of exploitation, and the difficult journey toward reclaiming one's own narrative.

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Atmosphere: Real WorldVibe: IntensePacing: Relaxing
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Notable Quotes

"I can’t lose the thing I’ve held onto for so long, you know?” My face twists up from the pain of pushing it out. “I just really need it to be a love story, you know? I really, really need it to be that.” “I know,” she says. “Because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it”? I look to her glassy eyes, her face of wide open empathy. “It’s my life,” I say. “This has been my whole life."
"People will risk everything for a little bit of something beautiful."
"The excuses we make for them are outrageous, but they’re nothing compared with the ones we make for ourselves."

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